even snow has a boyfriend

i've been lost in la la land. there's so much so snow. so much white every where. almost up to my knees. covering my car. covering it so much, i can't even use it. it just sits there and looks at me all pretty. hi justin. would you like to get in me and go get some brunch while listening to white people on npr? well you can't, because of all this snow. sucks to be you.

i just got back from atlanta. it was a nice time. got to see my boyfriend. and my boyfriend's boyfriend. and my boyfriend's boyfriend's boyfriend. and their boyfriend. and then their dog that has a dog boyfriend.

i am back in the safety and comfort of my own bed recouping and in pretty good spirits.

i've been neglecting the words in my head with all this busyness, so i decided to write some today and to also stop by here and leave a few words since it's kind of been a minute.

i've been providing myself all kinds of distractions lately. new toys, boys, internets, food, fluff books. that's a winter thing to do though? comfort and instant gratification? i kind of associate these sorts of indulgences with this idea of hibernation, but i don't want to feel stuck in it. if i get stuck i feel like i will:

- become fat.
- become stale and boring.
- get out of touch with things i love (more than i am already).

oh no, you know what i did do? you know what i did that i shouldn't have done, that is probably so stupid of me and the biggest black hole void of time that sucks your life away from you all dry and quiet?

i revived my fucking world of warcraft account. i fucking did it. i fucking did it. everyone else was. i sat. i watched. nostalgia trickled in. fond memories of my pet lion iggy. instant death to my advisories. no mercy. shopping excursions in the auction house. secret crushes on the dudes that are probably younger then me that i play with.

fuck.

oh well. it's winter right? its winter.

time to call work soon and tell them my car is stuck. if i don't end up going in, i should go get some breakfast.

mmmm. who wants to take me out for breakfast?